Showing posts with label Understand My Sorrow. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Understand My Sorrow. Show all posts

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Too Bright to Hear Too Loud to See by Juliann Garey

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The book's description from the publisher's site:

A studio executive leaves his family and travels the world giving free reign to the bipolar disorder he's been forced to hide for 20 years.
In her tour-de-force first novel, Juliann Garey takes us inside the restless mind, ravaged heart, and anguished soul of Greyson Todd, a successful Hollywood studio executive who leaves his wife and young daughter and for a decade travels the world giving free reign to the bipolar disorder he's been forced to keep hidden for almost 20 years. The novel intricately weaves together three timelines: the story of Greyson's travels (Rome, Israel, Santiago, Thailand, Uganda); the progressive unraveling of his own father seen through Greyson's eyes as a child; and the intimacies and estrangements of his marriage. The entire narrative unfolds in the time it takes him to undergo twelve 30-second electroshock treatments in a New York psychiatric ward. This is a literary page-turner of the first order, and a brilliant inside look at mental illness.
So very little is written about mental illness. And whatever is written that's of any value is almost never read by the right audience. I hope that Too Bright to Hear Too Loud to See will end up in the hands of readers who must read it not because they suffer from mental illness but because they share their lives with a manic-depressive, depressive or schizophrenic person. I have no idea how Juliann Garey managed it but she wrote exactly what it feels to be mad and that there's no 'snapping out of it'. Ever. Because when you try to hide your illness, like Greyson had, it won't eventually go away but return with a vicious vengeance.

Greyson's bipolar disorder finally reigns supreme over his mind and his life. It's absolutely heartbreaking to be a remote witness (as a reader) to how the lives and spirits of Greyson's, his father's and every person's who loved them get ravaged by this invisible monster. But you will not be able to tear yourself away, no matter how much what you read will make your heart ache. Therein lies the power of Ms. Garey's writing. Her prose is beautifully spare, with enough impact to pierce your heart with sorrow for those people who find themselves ruled by a potentially very deadly disease and can do nothing about it, just like they couldn't do anything to prevent it from happening.

Juliann Garey will make you her hostage for the time it'll take you to read Too Bright to Hear Too Loud to See. This is not a feel-good novel, it's disturbing, and it's tragic in many ways. But the way this author captured what is going on in the mind of a person affected with a mental illness (bi-polar in this case) is brilliant, precise and as close to the truth as you can get. It's torture and Greyson has to live with it until he dies. In the end, the choices made will be more easily acceptable to any reader, especially those who thankfully never have to live through Greyson's nightmare.

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FTC: I received an e-galley of Too Bright to Hear Too Loud to See from the publisher, Soho Press via Net Galley for a review.

Too Bright to Hear Too Loud to See by Juliann Garey will be on sale on December 26, 2012.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

R.I.P


This is a short post because not many words need to be said. Only this:

Curt Cobain (Nirvana) - 1967-1994
Michael Hutchence (INXS) - 1960-1997
Heath Ledger - 1979-2008
Amy Winehouse - 1983-2011

Thousand of unknown to us (me) people who chose to die

Many speculations, many judgements, many evil words, much love, much compassion. All those were said and felt about these people.

I feel they died because they had fires of hell raging in their heads that could be explained to no one nor could they be exorcised. I feel great sorrow for them.

Rest in peace in Heaven because you couldn't find one here on Earth.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Understand My Sorrow - Link Your Reviews


I know I've taken my sweet-butt time on this and I apologize to all who are into this project. The place to link your reviews on all books you think might be pertinent to this challenge and mental illness is finally here. I have already linked up a couple of the posts whose links were left for me in the comments of the original Understand My Sorrow Challenge post.

A permanent link to this post is on the right side bar, so you can either come and look for inspiration on what books to read or link your reviews.

It will be helpful if you can fit the title of the book as well as the mental illness it deals with. You'll know what I mean when you look at the links I already added.

Thank you again for joining.

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Monday, January 3, 2011

Where Are the Cocoa Puffs by Karen Winters Schwartz

The book's synopsis from the publisher's website:

Where Are the Cocoa Puffs?: A Family's Journey Through Bipolar DisorderAs eighteen-year-old Amanda spirals into mania, her father, psychiatrist Dr. Jerry Benson, sees the realization of his worst fears: his daughter is not just moody, but truly ill. With his words, his diagnosis--manic depressive illness--his world and that of his family is forever altered. Carol, Amanda's mother, struggles with the guilt and shame of having raised a "crazy" daughter. Christy, Amanda's fifteen-year-old sister, denies the illness; after all, my sister's a bitch is so much easier to accept.
Meanwhile, the Bensons' extended family offers up everything from unconditional support to uncomfortable scrutiny as Amanda careens between bouts of frightening violence, cosmic euphoria, and suicidal despair. Then there's Ryan, an architecture student who is initially ensnared by Amanda's manic sexuality, but is ultimately captured and held throughout the chaos by the force of love and strength of family.
Anybody who has ever been even remotely interested in bipolar disorder, otherwise known as manic depressive illness, should read this book. There really aren't enough of books like these on the market nowadays. You should also read this book if you like coming of age stories, because despite Amanda's illness, she and her sister, Christy are still teenagers trying to find themselves in this world of ours, which alone is a great feat.

I really enjoyed reading how the Bensons managed to fight through this horrendous ordeal. I probably felt for the mother the most. Carol seems to be such a true figure as if taken straight away from a real home and put inside the book. Her struggle with her emotions, her feelings towards her oldest daughter, Amanda are heartwrenching, hard to bear sometimes but impossible to turn away from, especially if you're a parent as well. I literally felt her pain at what was happening with her beautiful baby girl that could no longer recognize because of this vicious 'stranger' living in Amanda's brain. Ms. Schwartz really did an amazing job portraying the parents' fight for their child.

I have to admit that I did struggle a bit in the beginning with how convenient the whole setting was, with the father being the top psychiatrist and all. And that brings me to my next point. Where Are the Cocoa Puffs? is important in the story it tells but it's even of more value in what remains unsaid. Amanda was indeed very lucky to have a dad that diagnosed her bipolar disorder almost right away, giving her a chance for a good life early on. Unfortunately, in real life, it rarely happens. Mostly, it takes years before the right diagnosis is made and we're talking about a deadly illness here, after all. Manic depressive illness, just like any other mental illness, kills people if left untreated, and it doesn't matter that it's done by the hand of the person suffering.

Where Are the Cocoa Puffs? is definitely worth reading and paying attention to. Karen gave us a story that will not be quickly forgotten but will instead open our eyes to what's around us and that mental illness, just like cancer or diabetes, is real, it's serious and it affects many more people than just the one person suffering from it. Sometimes, it just makes you think who suffers more, the person that's ill or the people who love him/her.


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This review is part of my Understand My Sorrow challenge, under the bipolar disorder.

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Special Thanks to Karen Winter Schwartz for sending me a copy of her book for review and to Shellie from Layers of Thought for getting Karen and me together.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Understand My Sorrow Challenge

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Depression, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, obsessive compulsive disorder. 

I could go on and on. These are very real and very painful illnesses, and yet they are one of the most neglected, misunderstood, ignored and stigmatized ones as well. These are demons that destroy lives, break human spirits and annihilate happiness. Millions of people struggle with them, fight daily battles. Some are lost and some are won. I hope that one day none will be lost and that's why I decided to host this reading challenge. The purpose of it is to increase awareness and understanding of a mental illness. In my small way I wish to help people see through the stereotypes and the fog of ignorance surrounding the serious medical conditions under an umbrella of mental illness. These conditions are deadly when untreated and more often than not still pose a risk of death after a person receives proper medical treatment. The statistics are frightening and below I am providing you with a couple of links so you can read for yourselves.

Anyway, the rules for the challenge are pretty easy.

It starts today but I would like to make it an ongoing process, therefore there will not be a deadline in the nearest future. If I decide that the no deadline rule somehow doesn't work, I will let you know at least six months in advance. The only requirement is that you read a minimum of one book on the subjects provided below.

  • Depression
  • Schizophrenia
  • Bipolar Disorder
  • Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
There are of course many more disorders that we could talk about but for now I'd like to focus on the four.

So, you have to read a minimum of four (4) books, one on each subject, either fiction or non-fiction (any format is fine: graphic novel, e-book, audio, etc.).

I am including a button on the side on my blog that you can grab just for this challenge and put it on your blog.

Also, when you write an introductory post about this challenge, please come back and sign up under McLinky.

Optimally, I would love for this to spark discussion. I'd like to talk with all and any of you. If you read a book or two, or more and they evoke strong emotions withing you, I'd love to invite you to write a guest post sharing them with me and other readers.  If you have a story to tell, that's even better. I would be happy to read your story and invite others to do it as well. It doesn't matter if it's on my blog as a guest post or your own blog, as long as it's under the Understand My Sorrow banner.

Another important thing: you do not have to be a blogger to join in. If you don't have a blog, you can leave me a comment letting me know that you're joining and when you decide which books to read, when you read any of them and want to talk about them, email me and I will, with your permission spotlight your thoughts, stories, even book reviews on my blog.

List of some books you might find interesting:

1. Depression:

a) Noonday Demon by Andrew Solomon

b) Unholy Ghost: Writers on Depression by Nell Casey

c) Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel

d) Jesus Wept:When Faith and Depression Meet by Barbara C. Crafton


2. Schizophrenia:

a) The Day the Voices Stopped by Ken Steele and Claire Berman

b) The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness by Elyn R. Saks

c) I Never Promised You a Rose Garden by Joanne Greenberg

d) The Quiet Room by Lori Schiller and Amanda Bennett

e) Welcome Silence by Carol North, M.D.


Bipolar Disorder:

a) An Unquiet Mind by Kay Redfield Jamison

b) Madness: A Bipolar Life by Marya Hornbacher

c) Manic by Terri Cheney


Obsessive Compulsive Disorder:

a) Tormenting Thoughts and Secret Rituals by Ian Osborn

b) The Imp of the Mind by Lee Baer, Ph.D.

c) Rewind, Replay, Repeat by Jeff Bell

Once again, the above titles are just some suggestions in case you feel a little lost, not a required reading at all. If you know of books that you'd like to recommend to others, please include them in your post. Thank you all for joining.

I'm not going to lie, it is very, very important to me that as many people join me as possible.

Statistics' Sources:
National Institute of Mental Health
Suicide.org
Schizophrenia.com
Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance

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